What my PhD taught me about when persistence stops helping
Published in Chemistry and Biomedical Research
Scientific research is often described as a linear journey: a hypothesis, an experiment, a result, a publication. In reality, it is far messier. For many early-career researchers, progress depends not only on intellectual effort but on timing, access, immigration status, and the ability to recognize when persistence becomes counterproductive. During my PhD, I learned that changing direction in the lab is not a failure. It is a skill.
When my Ph.D. mentor told me to put aside what I had been working on for months, I was shocked. Yes, my experiments had been hitting a wall. And I had gone to my mentor for advice, as well as a bit of therapy and solace. But I never expected him to suggest that I essentially walk away from the project I had invested so much time and thought into. Had I wasted all that valuable time?
At the time, I was a temporary visiting student in his laboratory, with access to cutting-edge equipment unavailable at my home institution. That made the suggestion feel even heavier. Time in that lab was precious. Abandoning the project felt like wasting a rare opportunity.
Early in my Ph.D. I had become fascinated by a specific sugar involved in chronic inflammation, leading to chronic diseases like cancer and atherosclerosis. After discussing it with my PI, we wrote a funding proposal to measure this sugar in urine, serum, and adipose tissue samples from participants of a cohort study. When the funding was awarded, it felt like validation.
But the practical realities of doing science soon intruded. The samples were stored in the United States, the analytical techniques required specialized infrastructure, and my ability to participate depended on securing a research visa. As a Venezuelan national, this process was long and uncertain. Following my embassy interview, my documents were retained under the opaque category of “administrative processing”. For eight months, my research plans were suspended in limbo.
When the visa was finally approved, relief overshadowed everything else. I barely registered that I would once again be leaving behind a life I had built, this time in Argentina, where I was completing my PhD. I had already left Venezuela years earlier to pursue my doctorate. Mobility had become part of my scientific identity, even when it came at a personal cost.
I arrived in the host lab as a second-year student, shortly before the COVID-19 pandemic began. With the virus lurking and restrictions increasing, the idea of one day seeing a sign on the door saying “This facility is closed until further notice due to COVID-19” terrified me and pushed me to work unflaggingly to make as much progress as time and circumstances allowed. It was invigorating, and I was passionately invested in my work. I walked, ate, and went to bed thinking about my project’s questions and experiments. The next day, I woke up excited to test the creative insights that had come to my mind while I drifted to sleep. Thus, my days revolved around experiments, troubleshooting, and the hope that persistence would eventually pay off.
It didn’t. Week after week, my results looked like noise. The sugar I was searching for was present at extremely low concentrations, and extracting it reliably proved far more difficult than anticipated. Despite regular meetings with my mentor and repeated adjustments to the protocol, nothing worked. My clarity slipped through my fingers as anxiety clouded my thoughts. Anxiety began to erode my confidence, and the excitement that had fueled my work slowly gave way to frustration and self-doubt.
Eventually, I presented my mentor with a detailed account of everything I had tried. He offered further technical suggestions but then proposed something more radical: to stop working with urine samples altogether and switch to adipose tissue instead.
Emotionally, it felt like defeat. Changing samples after months without positive results meant letting go of months of effort and confronting the possibility of a different kind of failure. But intellectually, I knew he was right. Continuing down the same path was no longer productive.
I immersed myself in the literature and found that sugars in adipose tissue were poorly studied. There was no established method to follow. I developed a new extraction protocol from scratch, testing it first on animal tissue from local markets before moving on to precious human samples.
When the first human results came in, I felt both relief and disappointment. The method worked beautifully. The sugar I had originally set out to detect was still absent. But something unexpected emerged instead: another sugar from the same family, one that had not previously been described in human adipose tissue. And that finding became the basis of my first original publication (https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-023-38102-z).
Looking back, the most important lesson of that period was not just technical. It was learning to distinguish perseverance from rigidity. Science rewards curiosity and dedication, but it also demands flexibility. Knowing when to pivot is not a sign of weakness. It is part of how discovery actually happens.
Now back at my home institution, revisiting my original questions with new tools and perspective, I carry that lesson with me. Research does not move in straight lines, and neither do scientific careers. Adaptation, I have learned, is not a detour from success. It is often the only way toward it.
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